Post by vannah on Jun 26, 2008 6:44:17 GMT -5
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š›___________[/font]`Holden Caulfield
[/center][/SIZE]i'm a star by the name of vannah who plays holden marc caulfield
i have been in this business for half a year
but this world has had me for fifteen crazy birthdays
i rehearse at least everyday
and coming from U.S of A, that's quite a lot[/center]
The New You
Full Name: holden marc caulfield
Nicknames: whatever they can think of.
Age: sixteen
Birthdate: july 22nd
Birthplace: liverpool
Gender: male
Problem: alcohol
Becuase You're Gorgeous
Celebrity Portrayal: alessandro de marco
Physical Appearance:
Body;Holden is bulimic so, he doesn't eat much in the fear of relapsing. And, if he does eat than it is very little things. Such as, like a sandwich or a hot pocket. He doesn't eat dinners and, usually thay are just snack item. As, a result of this he doesn't weight but, a good one-hundred and four pounds. He is not that short but, then again he is 5'7. Holden has a few premanent brusies on his body from, where he was abused as a child. He doesn't have any tattoos and no piercings. He is pretty much straight edge besides the drinking. Very pale to say the least, he doesn't like go tanning or does he care what color his skin is. He has a few premannent bruises on his body from his abusive father. He doesn't have any tattoos or piercings which, he doesn't care to much about. He doesn't have many freckles but, they are noticable and you couldn't miss them.
Head;Probably the only thing that he loves about his body. His hair is probably the best kept thing that he has. His hair is chestnut brown that go along perfectly fine with his brown eyes. Nothing special, they aren't hazel and they aren't blue. But, he would look odd with different colored eyes. He has a few moles on his face, they aren't big so theres nothing really to make fun off. There are three on his left cheek and one on his right cheek.
Clothing; It may be a surprise that he can find any clothing that fits his petite body. But, yes it is possible and he usually wears skinny jeans because, thats about all he can fit and plus, he likes that kind of stuff. He can be seen wearing a band shirt or some random cartoon show. But, that is rare and he usually shops at Hot Topic because, thats were his usual still of clothes are found and thats the only place that fits clothing, for his small frame. His clothing is tight and closely fit and, he barely wears anything baggy. As, for shoes he wears converses, vans, and those skater shoes by the name of DCs.
Personality:
Holden doesn't really have a mean side to him, he is generally nice. But, he will do anything to protect his friends and family and possibly, himself. Holden puts his friends before him and, his family way before him. Theres nothing hewouldn't do to make sure his friends are happy. He is very fond of the stuck-up girls that think they can beat up anyone because, they are prettier then someone. The girls that wear too much make-up and try to hard to make a guy notice them, really turns him off. He is very friendly though, and tries to be friends with alot of people but, it doesn't always work for him.
Holden is very mature doesn't like to deal with people who are like always preverted. Though, he always thinks of things in preverted ways. Though, he is still young he has his moments but, he is very mature for his age. He isn't very found of cliques and hates when people isolate themselves and make groups. Holden has a bit of OCD where, he wants something and wont let it go. He is very sentimental and won't let anyone have something that someone gave to him. Regardless, who gave it to him. He loves skateboarding and counseling people though, they may or may not listen to him. He could really careless if they listened to him or not.
He loves to get his way, and will go to ends meet to get it. He may or may not act childish if he does not get his way. Depends on the mood he is in. Holdy is bipolar or has severe mood swings, randomly. But, he takes a medication to control it. He is very sarcastic, and can hurt some people the way he acts but, does not mean to. He is very protective over family and friends and will do anything to make them feel protected. Holden has good side and a bad side. Holden is not very judgemental and will not choose his friends over their clique but, more of their personality. He is not a fighter but, will fight for what is his or for something he should see the other way around.
There is a time, where he stops caring all about himself and actually cares about others. He is caring, kind and always there, when a friend may need a shoulder to cry on or a shoulder to lean on. He always tries to comfort his friends, by release his funny side but, kind side. And, he can be obnoxious, his bad trait. He is not shy, so he expresses his feelings, if that means shouting things and telling secerts then, of course. He does not mean to hurt anyone though. Its just the way he is. He is very careless and does not care what the consquences are. Things upset Dallas easily and he is not easily convinced, but he does not have anger management just mood swings.
Once, Holden sets his mind on something, it is really hard to change his mind about something, or to crush that dream or reality. He does not really respect authority and, easily breaks the rules without thinking about karma or fate. He is not self-conceited but, he does love his hair. He is in love with animals, which might be the reason why he is a vegan. He is very ambitious and always has a goal or something that he wants to come above. He loves to make people laugh and realize the good parts about him instead, of his downfalls.
Likes: dudettes, dudes, alcohol, making out, sex, sleeping, babycakes clothing, animals, pop tarts, cupcakes, music, dancing in his own way, jumping on beds, stable relationships, cars, spending his moms money, saying 'dude', the united kingdom, dogs, texting, taking pictures of himself, watching videos on youtube, drawing, family guy, the simpsons, sitting on the couch, being lazy, eating, billiards, parties, staying up late, gigantic beds, ping-pong, sunglasses, long hair, making people laugh, cheering up people, hot chocolate, hot tubs, curling up in front of the television on cold days, snow, awesome nicknames, being home alone, photography, his own styles, being somewhat different, roller coasters, snowboarding, the drums, tour buses, drugs, smoking
Dislikes: needles, the hospital, doctors, snobs, jerks, blood, roller blading, bugs, math, calculators, reading, writing, talking about his father, being crammed into an elevator, low ceilings, small places, the name penelope, waterbeds, monkeys, being cheat on, vegetables, salads, sports, curfews, authority, rules, being told what to do, randomly introducing himself, his stepfather, gossip, dead parties, party poopers, relapsing, tanning, sitting in detention, lectures, anything that involves sitting for awhile, anything school related, people who pig out, vermin, spiders, snakes, drinking out of public water fountains, urinals, his father, waking up early, fighting unless he has to, fake people, stepping on something sharp
Overall Flaws: Lets see, well he is addicted to drugs, alcohol and smoking. But, mostly alcohol
Pets: a australian shepherd named, domino
and a husky named, bella
Financial Status: high
Clique: scene
What did you leave behind?
History:
This is Liverpool anything and everything could happen right here. Carolanne Nicole Hinton was born to a rich family in London, England. She did everything she could do to strive forward. She got straight A's on almost every report card and, she had plans to go to Ivy League universities. After high school, she planned to go to Yale or Harvard to finish her education. No, Carolanne was not a nerd just a very smart girl who played for her school's softball team. Jackson on the other hand was a chronic stoner, he went to parties and got high off of weed. He usually drank and though, he couldn't keep his liquor in. Somehow, Carolanne believed she could change him but, it didn't work out so well.
She attended one of his insane parties and, well she got drunk and he got drunk. I think you can pick up the rest from there. As, soon as Jackson found out she was pregnant at first, he fainted then was happy. But, to his surprise he figured out the costs of the child and surprisingly stayed there to help her. On, a warm July night Holden Marc Caulfield was, born a healthy seven pound and eleven ounce boy. He was overweight as a toddler and well, they always wondered why. Because, he was always hungry and always crying and, the only way to shut him up was to give him food. Right? You shove food in his face and, he like literally gobbles it down. He was such a fatty when, he was young and his parents didn't seem to care to much.
When, Holden turned two his mom decided that she wanted to go to an Ivy League school but, instead she went to go to Penn State even, though Jackson couldn't go there. He took care of Holden and started up his chain of video stores. To help pay rent on their apartment and to put food on the table. To help out, Carolanne took a part time job in the university as a tutor. One of the boys she tutored had a secret crush on her and, she had no idea what to do. Because, she knew that pretending that she had to go somewhere wouldn't work everytime, he tried to pull a move on her. And, one night just in time, Jackson purposed to her and, of course she said yes. He proposed to her with a diamond ring. She wore it to school the next day and, her tutoree asked where she got it.
Carolanne explained to him that her boyfriend of two years gave it to her. She also explained that he had a temper problem which, he did. The next day she never saw that guy again and, was glad that she was free to teach without worring about upcoming days. When, Carolanne finished school they moved yet, again but, this time they would stay for good. Carolanne and Jackson moved to Las Vegas, Nevada and settled there in a little house. But, as she attended law school and got her degree in law. She began to bring the money home and they moved into a somewhat bigger home. As, Holden started elementary school well, he made friends quick but, dropped them quick as well. Holden wasn't the one to keep friends and make friends with people he didn't seem to like.
He was like literally forced to become friends with this "loser" because, the kid had no friends and Holden didn't seem to want to make friends. Of course, he did but, he didn't find anyone worth his time. They were all into girls having cooties and, they clearly didn't. He just didn't want to put up with those people. During, his middle school years he started to make friends and it was one of the best times and worst times of his life. Jackson started up with his old ways with the drinking and the smoking and, one night he came home. Holden asked if his father was okay and, whatever and I guess it really set Jackson off and, he started beating Holden. Holden didn't tell his mother for the sake of being beat by his father. This continued for quite sometime and by the time Carolanne figured out, Holden was already mentally beat up. No he was not mentally challenged just, he was always depressed and out of it.
Carolanne called the cops on Jackson and gave her wedding ring back, clearing calling for a divorce. While, Jackson had to go to two hearings, one for child abuse and the other for the divorce. He was juggling his trial and the divorce and, he had been in court more then he wanted to. Carolanne didn't get married for quite some time while she tried to comfort Holden as much as she could. At, the start of high school Carolanne got remarried and got pregnant at the same time. Holden hated her for awhile and his stepfather. Holden thought that his mother was going to concentrate more on her new baby then him. For some reason, Holden just ate and ate and, he would always see is food again. So, he somewhat came bulimic and, well he still is.
And, when little Bailey was born, Holden had to watch her but, of course he just put her in her crib and left her there. He didn't want anything to do with her whatsoever and, still doesn't. Now, seventeen years old he doesn't interact with her and probably never will. She always bugs him to play dolls with her but, he clearly is a BOY and too old for that. He is not exactly part of the family he is barely home and, if he is then he is in his room with the door closed and locked. There aren't many family dinners that involve Holden, he thinks that if he eats too much or eats then he will relapse and, thats not any fun for, his family to see his food on the table again.
Oh yeah, and Holden is bisexual and he has been that way for three years now. And, yes he has dated a guy before and no, it isn't weird. Holden currently plays for a random band that his high school made up. They aren't big and they are rarely know but, he is the lead vocalist for his band and, he thinks if they had a chance then they would make it somewhere, with like a record deal. But, oh well but, for know they are just called, mind explosion.
Family:
mother; carolanne nicole caulfield-champagne - 34-- lawyer
father; jackson wes caulfield - 34-- owns a chain of cd store
stepfather; mason tyler champagne - 35-- doctor
stepsister; bailey marie champagne - 7--second grader
Password: pinkpig[/font]
How good are you?
sample roleplay:
Leo nedded but, didn't say anything. Leo listened to her, quietly. He was zoning out you could think he wasn't listening to a word you said. But, he was without showing it to her. He glanced, at her showing a sign that he was listening because, she was going to be upset if he showed signs that he wasn't listening. He cared he really did he, just couldn't hide it from her anymore. He knew Ella longer then he knew Callie. He started singing, with Ella before he started singing, with Callie. He enjoyed singing with Callie more but, he didn't mind singing with her.
Leo dropped his hand and placed it his hand in his lap. "Oh." He said buying, what she told him. He could trust Callie and he knew, that she wouldn't lie to him? He wouldn't ever lie to Callie and, he hoped that she wouldn't make him, regret believing her. Because, if she couldn't tell the truth to him then, he wouldn't know if anything she ever said was the truth. Leo sighed, he knew when she didn't look at him, not even one glance. He knew immediately that something was wrong, he knew immediately that she wasn't telling the truth about the mircophone. Leo frowned, he glanced at the magazine that was resting in his lap. He watched her eyes water, he knew she was fighting back tears.
After, he told Callie, he felt terrible. He picked up the magazine and threw it into the pool. He knew if someone saw him do it, he would be in trouble. He watched the bubbles rise up to the surface, as it sunk. The picture became blurry and he couldn't read anything on it. He watched it touch the bottom of the pool and, then glanced back towards Callie. If she saw it, he could careless. He just wanted the memory of anything about his feelings for Ella, out. He hated that he had to tell her that. I mean he liked Ella but, he would die for Callie to be happy. He knew he probably just broke her heart, he felt horrible. It felt more painful then, it had for her. It had also broken his heart, more than hers, he never wanted this to happen. He never wanted to have to say this to her, he thought that his feelings for Ella would evolve and vanish.
Leo glanced, up at her when she asked him if he was breaking up with her. Leo ran yet, another slow hand through his hair. And, it took all he had to look at her. "I never said I was going to break up with you." Leo said, as he turned his head to his lap. He couldn't bare looking at her, he couldn't bare to know he broke her heart. He never wanted this to happen, he never meant to break her heart. He clinched his eyes closed, he fought back his own tears. You rarely ever saw, Leo cry. And, if you did it was serious, very very serious. It seemed like in just five minutes, their relationship was crushed. This was going to change his relationship with Ella, with Callie. He hated himself and, he would rather die then ever, ever see Callie like this.
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